I guess I get to the point of accepting the fact that I don't know a lot of things about myself.
Thought I wouldn't, but then I did.
Thought I'll be okay, and it wouldn't mean much, but it did and I'm not okay.
but, basic rules apply.
I will never do something my heart knows is doing other people harm, even if they don't know it.
and no matter how painful and hard it gets, I will never be the first to tell how I feel.
not sure if it's my ego or it's a deffense mechanism from more pain.
ga enak banget.
ga bisa ngomong.
dan kalau diomongin, pain, confusion, and disappoitment are unavoidable.
all because of this ramen, which I never had till the end...
I wish I didn't ask for a way home.
