Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Conscious Decisions💫❤

Hello everyone. 😊

It's already 3 weeks since I last wrote a post.
Last time I did, I was in Jakarta, just finished my ACLS training and was about to have great holiday experieces.

I did feel like that time in Jakarta was a full-circle moment for me.
Because last time I was in Jakarta was when all the changes in my personal and professional life started happening.
So, it's almost a 3-year long 'circle'...ahahahha

I can't mention them one by one, but I pretty much 'relived' all the experiences I had in 2018 but now from a much better point of view, much better self-awareness, and much love internally and externally speaking.


Now that I'm back again in Sumba, but for another reason now, we're done with the internship program. :)
I just really wanna tell myself, that whatever I choose (good or bad), there's always gonna be someone(s) being not 'a fan' of it.
And that's okay.
I swear I've lived through it since leaving dentistry, choosing to take a month off from clinical term for a seminar, and now another personal choice.


And I've always been discreet about my personal choices because I know not everyone has the best intention when asking me about them, so it is I who have to be 'wise' enough to know who gets to know what.


Other than that, to also be present.
Like take one thing at a time.
To know that I don't have to have it all and know it all at one time.
And believe that it'll all work out for my good.
 

Adulthood is not that 'fun' because now you're fully responsible for all your decisions and actions.
It's kinda scary but so are the rides in DUFAN, yet still I love 'em. 😂


so...I guess here's to another phase of life. 💫





















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