legless run

today I came

and I still remember that day 

when I came right after school, 

lamenting to You

kneeling down

tears dripping down my face

and all I said was

"I can't...I can't...I can't"

Time passes and

I still come

still have laments

still kneel down

only now

I know this is my weapon

this kneeling down

this surrendering

even in days 

when I feel like putting a fight against You

I still gonna come

to tell You

"I may not know it...

but I put my trust in You

'cause You are my Abba"