Burning Heat

Hi everyone..

It's February, and Padang is already heating like burning fire.

Mood is always the-sun-is-scary-outside-I'll-just-stay-home.

You know it's nice to know who you really are.

Even if you're a jerk, it's a good thing.

And sometimes, embracing it is one of the greatest value one can have.

Let's strip.

It's the regeneration time in every student organisation in campus.

And honestly, it's also the "SICK-OF-IT" phase.

This lately I've been like "should I apply?" "what will I get?" "what if I get bored in the middle and ruin stuff?" 

But now I'm just like "Whatever."

There will come a time I know exactly what I want and why I want it.

Bang Yanda : " Gladys, kamu tuh kritis, bagus. Tapi kamu kurang CIMSA. "

One of the conversation we had in Project Team gossiping meeting time.

At times I'm like " Should I smile and say hi to every CIMSA member I know, so it shows how much I love CIMSA? "

Especially in this regeneration time, I feel a bit biased if I wanna say hi to my senior in CIMSA and who is also the Executive Board. 

I'd say to myself  " What are you doing bitch? Trying to win their heart to vote for you, to trust you?"

So I end up keeping it to myself or just smile. -_-"

I know.

But, whatever.

I also understand that appreciation is a must.

I mean it's not a big thing to say "thank you" or "you've been a good help".

For nothing people do to us is really his compulsary.

So, yeah in the middle of the boiling afternoon in Padang, I wish you all a happy and joyfull time for the rest of the day.

XOXO

Gladys Olivia