(they) hate to see your heart breaks

 

Me: "Apa bedanya aku yang sekarang dengan yang setelah pulang dari Medan kemarin?" 
Him: "Beda aja. Kamu sekarang lebih lepas, lebih bahagia kelihatannya. Ga tau apa karena kemarin itu akhirnya menyadari bahwa itu gak enak, atau kenapa."
Me: "Hmm, lebih karena aku menyadari bahkan di saat titik terendahku, saat aku benar-benar merasa terhilang, Tuhan melindungi aku, jagai aku. Dan aku tersadar seberapa aku didukung oleh semuanya."

Dear bloggies,
It's been quite some time after the last post, isn't it?

I did write in one of 2026 posts asking God to bring new characters into my life, to give me a plot twist.
Well, He came through, just like He always does, ahahhahaha
And I would love to give Him all the glory, because even though it was heavy, painful, and I felt lost at that time, it forced me to face my own sabotage, to be honest and work towards true self of gladysglados.

I know this will be another long journey, but there's this calmness in my heart, for I know that this chapter will bring out good, because HE is working on my behalf.

anyway, this song popped up in my head out of nowhere.
and we all know Hayley's great vocal range.