A M E R R Y C H RI ST M A S

Hello Everyone!!
I'm so happy to be writing right now. ✋👯
Last weekend was the best in 2016!
I was home and it was the christmas I had been longing for. 💓👶

Christmas Eve                                                                                                      

I take better pictures 😀💀

Mbak-mbak Jamu

D e  t  a  i   l   s

NOT REDY BE LIKE...💨 😂

C H R I S T M A S  D A Y                                            

F A M I LY  P O T R A I T

My one and only pet is growing into "anak gadis" 😻😻😻

I didn't know that we had HANAMASA in Medan. Cause last time, they closed the business in Medan. But now they open a store in Centre Point. And it makes me so satisfyingly happy.

I'm-so-full-but-I-want-more be like..

G I R L C E P T I O N

Sometimes, in order to grow, we just gotta let go.
Holding on unsurely is not gonna help us get it through.
But having faith and working on self health and dreams will give different perspective.

Schimilie Me

 D o D o  : “ Kak, kapan kakak ngepos lagi di blog?”

 Me    : #berusaha menyatukan kewarasan “Dodo BACA BLOG aku?!” #half                          screaming

 D o D o  :  “ Iya kak. Bagus Kak. Dodo selalu nunggu yang selanjutnya.”

 Me    :  “ Ahh..thank you Do.”

And that just made my whole day. J

I’ve been having chronic tonsillitis. Chronic means it has been more than 3 months (12 weeks). And right now, it's exacerbating. So yesterday, I went to my otolaryngologist, who is also one of my lecturer.

Doctor : “ Kamu mau dioperasi aja? “
Me     : “ Gak tau Pak.”
Doctor : “ Soalnya kamu udah 3 bulan kek gini. Dan udah bulak-balik. “
Me     : “ Kalau saya operasi, saya ga perlu absen kuliah kan Pak?”
Doctor : “ Kalau operasi kamu 2 hari dirawat.”
Me    : “ Hmmm..saya ga bisa absen Pak. Soalnya sekarang blok neuropsikiatri, diambil absen per   kelompok.”
Doctor : “ Lagipula, kalau mau operasi juga ga bisa sekarang, karna lagi serangan. Kamu udah belajar tatalaksananya?”
Me : #shakes my head
Doctor : “Blum belajar indra khusu?”
Me     : “Belum Pak.”
Doctor : “ Iya tunggu yang ini reda dulu. Baru periksa darah, apa ada leukositosis.”

So..as sain to me, I’m gonna be waiting for this to calm, then have my blood checked.
Actually I’m a bit worried, causeafter my medication finished which is next Monday, if possible I’mma see my doctor again, for proceeding letter for laboratoty check-up. Then comes Christmas, in which I’mma be home ( in Medan ) from 23^rd  to 26^th of December. In my (inner self) planning, I’mma ask the doctor if its possible for me to have tonsillectomy in the afternoon of 30^th Dec. It’s Friday, so it doesn’t really bother my class. But then again, this is all my (inner self) planning. Let’s just hope for the best. 



R A N D O M :

You know, I found that, EVERYTHING HAPPENS for a reason so freaking real. That once we surremder to God, and just lay everything to Him, it will turn out amazing, not ordinary, but really out of our own expectation or planning. 🙏🙏😇😇

And never been I so concerned about my nation more than now. I really do hope and pray that God bless everyone with pure intention on making our country, our nation safe and prosperous. Making progress in each aspect, especially the nation’s politic, education, finance, and law.

That’s all that matters most.
A safe and prosperous nation for every one.
E V E R Y O N E.

P.S : all pictures were taken on Newbie CIMSA UNAND 2016's Apprentice Day

Goodnight everyone. 

All I KNOW

                                                                                                                          

                                                                                                                           

Upper Motor Neiked

Ola!👋👋💞

So as I promised, I’m gonna be more regularly posting. 

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I just think, it’s nice to make a good habit and grow into a great one in it.  😉😜

So, Mama Laura ( my beloved Mamak 👩 ) has been PRODUCTIVELY flying Sumatra-Java back-and-forth for work. 
And last time, she went to Jogja, so I kinda begged to be sent b a k p i a , greentea and cheese flavoured, le favourite. 😁

And I just got the package this afternoon...

Me : “ Liph, makan yuk!”

Oliph : “ Gua dah makan Led..”

Me : “ Yahhh….”

Olipph : “ Coba liat itu apa disamping lemari..”

Me : “ARRGGHHHHHH… IT’S HERE!!!”

In case I'll be receiving more packages from a n y o n e #ngarep

alibi for school-day

The batik pant is so beautiful, but unfortunately I accidentally ripped the midline ;'(

I mean, they really set a side much money for the meeting hmmm..

The way-out...

I think these two will make my next Neuropsychiatry block more c o l o r f  u l

Go listen 👆👆

💋💋💋,

glados 

Dreadfully Awakened

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👀

👯

Hello everyone!!

How’s life?
Fantastic, I hope. 🙌🙆

I’ve come to the realization that all these burdens we think we have, are just a matter of mind-set.
A balance in study, family,  organization, spiritual relation, self-improvement, social , and  most-importantly (of course 👶👶 ) sleep is all that matter. 😸😺

See you as s o o n as possible, and hopefully as r e g u l a r as I can be.  

💙 & 💋,

G l a d o s

Glados, the e x p l o r e r .

Your new ID. 👄😽

U N S T E A D Y

Sometimes...holding on is just so hard to do and running away is so appealing.

But I guess, 

there's where hope and faith are needed the most.

To be patient when all I wanna do is run.

To believe that I can make it through when I'm just too tired of everything.

Let’s be human

I can’t hold it any longer..I fucking hate you.I hate that you make the decision by your fucking self.I know you’re the leader but you’re not the only one running this thing.So please, pay a little fucking attention to others’ opinions. Not just for the sake of your report to be fucking great!! 

I don't like your fucking innocent face!I don't care your about your fucking romance!!And I certainly don't like you fucking around me!!
For once! do smething right!!

cover me roses

 you make my heart shake, bend, and break

but I can't turn away

Sometimes, not knowing is way better than showering ourselves with unlimited amount of information.

Sometimes, self-restraining is just as important as going to school, working, getting things done.

Sometimes, swimming away from the flow doesn't mean you're rude, that you don't follow "norms". 

They simply mean you know what you need, you know what your weakness is, and you know how to make the best out of it.

This thing has long been my " itch ".

Instagram. Path. Especially the first one.

People post stuff, places they go, dates the have, kisses they give, gifts they get, party they attend, holiday they've dreamt of .

And those are good. Sharing stories. Sharing experiences they say.

At first it was all fun.

Then numbers start to matter. Picture's quality becomes priority. And poetic caption is compulsory.

My spare time was much spent looking through others' stack of photos.

It was okay, until I found myself comparing myself, my holiday, my university to others'.

It left me with envious feeling, and even worse ungratefulness for my life.

So I decided to uninstall those apps.

At first it was for my " happiness of quest " challenge.

Then it went long enough for me to just go without them.

I am not writing this to judge people. 

The feeling of writing real-life events is just one big of an achievement for me.

I'm able to reflect and see myself in a clearer mirror.

At the current time, I will open instagram in browser.

That is usually to see Kylie Janner's, Awkarin's, and missed friends' latest situation.

For most of the time, it will be reading Metagraf's post in Line , watching various videos in youtube, downloading new music from the browser.

And right now, if I'm having the thought to be active in instagram, I make quest to post things that goes with my blogging.

I'm planning on making this writing space my on-line room, decorate it in nicer and neater fashion. I'm showering this blog with gladysglados' colors.

xoxo,

Gladys.

H O M E

So, I've been quiet...hehehe..
it's just I'm ,ovimg to a new place thus thrusday and right now I'm in my warehouse-looking-like room XD
Today was a day off, somehow we finally have a t total day=off in Medical School XD
And I was marathon-watching grey's Anatomy, hitting Season 3 Ep. 3 ow :( #I'mAProudWatcher hahahha
But this migrane I'm having is a good reminder that this is too much and I can use some cycling  tomorrow morning :)

May my moving-out plan goes smoothly.
May God bless my candidaturing this time.
May I grow into a kind and generous lady.

Goof night people.
xoxo, Glados.

Talk TEDx to ME

Hi everyone!

Well, it's the fisrt day of Cardiovascular Block's exam.

How was it?

" Ya gitu lah... XD"

:p

Any way, I've just discovered this TED Talk channel in Youtube. And I LOVE IT!

They make great talk about many things...and I find this one and some others, soo true. :)

You can start from the list I've liked (Youtube ID : Gladys Olivia) or fnd your loved ones by yourself!

xoxo, Glados.

J - P O I N T

Delloo all!
It's Sunday, and I'll be having block exam on wednesday and Friday.
Yayness is that I'll be back in Medan from saturday to the next Sunday.

But that's not what's bothering me right now.
It's the the unanswered question.

What am I doing here?
Why do we have exams?
We spend 3 to 4 days listening to the lecturer's recordings and memorizing their slides, and reading the questionaries. After that, the day comes. We did all we could. Some of us pass, some don't. But even if the "did-well" ones get asked 'what you gonna do if a patient 45 y.o comes with chest-pain complain?' , the majority will take time to think...and finally guess the procedures.

No more multiple choices.
No more lucky guessing.
No more pencil and paper.
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Being a medical student might be some people's dreams. But to some it might be another spare plan, another "making-my-parents-happy" deed, and so many other reasons.

Me : " Buk..aku mau ujian...tapi aku malas kali... :( "
Dea : " Smangat Bu Dokter! Ingat orang-orang yang bakal kau obatin nanti.."
Me : #Don't reply the chat 

I know exactly how happy my family is with this major I'm taking.
And I'm grateful for this.
For every single thing that has come unexpectedly and shaped me.

But, trurt is...
I, myself, can't understand how circulation system works in one week. I can not understand how the same risk factors bring different pathologic condition. I don't understand ECGs lines in a 3-meeting skills-lab. I don't understand how aortic regurgitation makes different murmur to aortic stenosis. I don't understand why some people develop atrial fibrilation while other can stay in atrial flutter.
And I seriuosly can not master those in 6 weeks of "studying".

Medical school is a facinating thing, yeah it is.
But before stepping in here, the best thing anyone could have is motivation.
Because you may pass, but holding on is another level of struggles.
Patience and persistence.

Be patient myself.
Be really patient.
Take a deep breath. Take a shower in the middle of your studying time.
Watch LDP videos.
Dream the life you want.
Dream the dreams you want.
It is a blurry journey, but isn't everyone's?

Take a deep breath.
And be patient.
So later, if a 45 y.o man with chest-pain comes to you, you know whether to give ISDN nor to give oxygen first.
So later, when a man suddenly drops after screaming in cheers over a football match, you know how many times you should push against his sternum and when you need defibrilation.
So later, when a 50 y.o woman comes for her hypertension consultation, you know exactly that the advices you give are evidence-based.
So later, you know you are not wearing the coat for your family, for your future husband, for your pride, for whatever the freaking people may say about you.
So you know you are wearing it for yourself, so you may bring relieves to others.
So you can smile when the 45 y.o man say "Terima kasih, Bu dokter."

xoxo, Glados.