I need some aspirin

Yeaph..
My head's spinning after hours of reading Vampire Diaries season 2 and 3 plots from Wikipedis :p
Yeahh.. aku tau itu S-T-H-U-P-H-I-D but what to do, I'm obssesed about Stefan and I 100% dont like the idea of Elena's with Damon :p

Ouh yahh..this is what happen when Glados is on a photo shot :)
#di gereja, ngambil foto buat 'Kartu Tanda Malua' -aku ga tau namanya -__- 

aku : "duhh...masak fotonya ga boleh nampak gigi sih..." 

tri : #nunjukkin  muka setengah terkejut,setengah menghina ke aku "ya udalah..bagus nya itu nanti.."
aku : "adeehhh..tapi aku lebih cantik kalok senyumnya nampak gigi.." :p 

#pas ngambil foto 

abang foto (aku lupa namanya :p ) : "rambutnya gak mau disampingin aja dek.."
aku : #histeris "ga..ga...gini aja..." 

abang foto : #ngalah "ya udalah.." 

aku : #berusaha ngeluaring aura Glados-ku dengan senyum tipis nan menawan

kawan-kawan cowok Malua : "cieeehh...gaya Cherry Belle.." 

aku : #heck mana ada Cherry Belle semontok aku -_-

eniwei, guys blakangan aku susah banget nemuin lagu yang "got into me" until I watched Vampire Diaries and googled its first episode of season one songs.
And this one is my fav.. Katy Perry - Thinking of You 
The video is also nice ;)  [watch without parents around :p]

But it's not the point of the song.
Aku juga ga lagi kangen sama siapapun yang pernah kutaksir..
It's just..this song has a strong meaning for me :) 

P.S : the old boyfriend (the army guy) has beautiful eyes , and beautiful face and body :p 

Declaration

So, yeah..maaf karna aku udah kek "kacang lupa kulit" aja -__-
And aku ga seharusnya nulis tentang ini duluan, for yang pertama kali terjadi tu hari bagi rapot..
But...it can wait, this one CAN'T!! :p

I, Gladys Olivia Vivian Siregar, officially declare that I just CAN'T RESSIST Stefan Salvatore's super HOWT body, PARALYSING smile, SWEET heart, and WILD 'behaviour' -sebenernya aku lebih suka ngegunain kata yang lebih tepat and pas dari pada 'behaviour' , tapi itu bener" dan sangat" GA SOPAN buat blogku ;)

Ouh...
here how I met Stefan.

Sebenernya aku udah lammmmaa banget mau nonton The Vampire Diaries.
And if I'm not mistaken, it was played on Trans7 in 2010 or 2011 (not sure :p )
But, you know, perfilman indonesia sangat-amat ga mendukung buat beberapa 'behaviour' nya film luar :p

So,kek biasa awalnya aku nanya Acung- salah satu suplier DVD pinjamanku selain Hanna and Yenny :) -but it was a long waiting-list, so I just skipped it ..
But, yang namanya jodoh tuh ga bakal lari kemana..
Few months before the semester ended, Anik was offering me the DVD.
But,aku baru bisa nonton sejak hari Minggu kemaren -__-"

Stefan is a lot like Edward.
Only Stefan has WILDER 'behaviour' than Edward does ;)

Here's my fav Stefan's quote :

"Do you know what I would write? I met a girl, we talked, it was epic. Then the sun came up and reality set in. Well, this is realty, right here." -Stefan talking to Elena

Elena and Stefan

Paul Wesley

But the realities are: 
-Paul Wesley ,pemeran Stefan, IS a married man, He got married  with Torrey DeVitto last year. I just hope that they dont end up wth divorce. Ga enak liat cowok ganteng jadi duda :p

- Nina Dobrev ( pemeran Elena) in real life is Dating Ian Somerhalder (pemeran Damon Salvatore)

eniwei, I'm tired but still gonna watch Vampire Diaries firsrt
#night guys :)

Sweet-Bitter Life

aku : "mak,apa yang selalu kau yakini dari dulu?"

si mamak : #berhenti latihan keyboard, balik ngadap aku "aku selalu yakin kalau kita berbuat baik, kita akan dapat yang lebih baik. Dan kalau kau berusaha, kau pasti  bisa."
aku : "kau ga ada suka atau ngidolain orang gitu..?"
si mamak : "enggak pulak.. :)" 


#here are also some random conversations beetwen mom and I

si mamak : "Makanya, nanti kalau kau punya pacar atau calon suami, aku bakal nanya ke dia 'gimana perasaannya sama keluarga kita'.. Karna aku cuman punya dua anak, kalau kami udah ga ada (read: my mom and dad) dia harus bisa nganggap Cia tu adiknya sendiri, gitu juga nanti calon suaminya Cia harus bisa nganggap kau kakaknya sendiri.. Kalian (read: aku-Cia) harus punya ikatan yang kuat, karna kalian saudara, dia satu-satunya keluargamu kalok kami udah ga ada.."

si mamak : "Hidup itu ga bisa cuman senangnya terus, ga bisa juga sedihnya terus. Itu berganti-ganti. perubahan itu lah yang buat kita jadi lebih dewasa ngadapin hidup.."
Cia : "hahah..iyah..itu yang selalu mamak bilang ke aku.."

aku: " :) " 

si mamak : "you have to be tough..dan selalu yakin kalau jalan itu masih panjang, akan ada saat-saat yang jauh lebih baik dari yang sekarang ini.." 

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Hubunganku sama si mamak ga selalu baik-baik aja. Ga juga selalu berantam. It's changing. It's  like life-graphic. But, I have to say, my Mom is the person that has the biggest part in my life. She knows my very dark expirience. And I always try to not hide anything from her. She is the best philosopher I know.

I'm not always sure about things. But I have faith in these, I always do : 
- I believe in God and I can't get to the point where I understand my life. It's planned and it's meant in the best way :) 
- I have faith in my Mom. In every word she says. I love you Mom :') 
- I have faith that I CAN BE a BETTER one. I just HAVE to FIGHT for IT.

And I always know this :

- I love Adam Lambert.
I've got used to people questioning this. It's okay.
For me, Adam has this big talent, and it has nothing to do with his very personal life. His quality is ONE thing and is his sexuality is ANOTHER DIFFERENT thing. :)
I'm gonna meet Adam. I'll work the hell out for it.. ;p  

 

I know Adam is so gonna WIN GRAMMY :)

- I'm fond of Diana Rikasari.
For some people, she may be just another blogger teeling her daily life on a social-network. But for me, she's someone who FIGHTs for her dreams, who listens to her heart, and is willing to take the risks of what she did.

The one and only Diana Rikasari :)

- I like CosmoGirl! a lot, and I can't ressist GoGirl!'s sweet bonus :p

Please CosmoGirl! gives sweeter MERCHANDISES :p

- I'm a fan of Maroon 5, The Script, Paramore, Rihanna, Raisa, and many more.. I can make a list of it :)

- Joshua Ladet is a gifted one and so is Jessica Sanches (sorry if I miss-write their names :p)

Joshua Ladet and Jessica Shanches

- Almadea Sela Gracia Ginting is a sweet best friend of mine. I can't thank her enough for her patience towards me, her super random jokes, her ability in reading my stupid-open-book expressions :p, for everything  :)

I know, i know... we look like "WHAT THE SH*T! " :p

- I have these very kind and sweet cousins, my Kak Abeth and Bang Alex. I know God always has the best plans for people who believe in Him :)

- I can NEVER THANK EVERY ONE OF YOU ENOUGH , for KINDLY COMING AND READING my very random, silly, ridiculous stories... Wheter you come by inccident or you're willing to know my life, I THANK YOU :)

29 Days

It actually has been going for a while.
But I was scared to confess even to myself..
That I've gone far from the road.

Today I went to Helen's sweet 17th party.
I was 1 and a half hour LATE.
I was stuck with some cordinations at the Marguru, then when got home Mom said,

"Dys, it's drizzling, seems like it's gonna be heavy rain. Can you not come to the party?"

At that moment, I was full of anger,dissapointment, and unsureness.
I was making "my bad-tempered-face" and it got Mom's nerves but she still menage to drive me.
The streets weren't exactly what I'd hope for.
We got stuck in the traffic for abou 45 minutes then almost 20 minutes looking for Helen's place.

Mom got pissed.
I totally understand that.
I literally srewed her night with the traffic (which she hates the most) and my not-knowing where Helen's is.

When I arrived at the party, it was the 'celebration' part.
It was while the priest was delivering the sermon, it struck me.
How I've lost my access with God, with Dad, with Mom, with myself..
I've been back to my "black book", my most undesirable habits, my dark side.

29 hari lagi buat acara Malua-ku.

Few days ago, I was still excited about how many presents or much money I'll get.

But now, I'm AFRAID.

Aku takut aku ga dewasa dalam rohaniku.
I'm not afraid of being the responsible one for all my doings.
Aku takut aku ga layak, untuk disebut dewasa.



Dear God,

I think of You, God.
As it gets closer to the day, I realise how I haven't been a good servant for You.

How I haven't been a good daughter for Dad and Mom.
How I haven't been a loving sister for Cia.

I'm afraid of Your curse, God.
And I always need Your hands in my life..
I hope I'll be worht to be calld 'a mature' one on this July 8 ,God .

Checked Points

Dear my forever-loved blog :)

I'm sorry I haven't been writing any thing this week, although I'm on holyday.. :0
Masalahnya, I feellllllll wayyy to lazyyyy buat nunggu koneksi internet telkom FLASH tercinta yang sanggaattt supeerrrr benar-benar LAMBARTS!! :p

eniwei, I had great times this week.

first, B5 ngumpul at my place for movies and food..
walau akhirnya kami ga nonton film "DEVIL DOLLS"-nya karna tu film 100% GA JELAS :0 

but, we still had great time..
we had 2 dozens of j.co, LAYS, chitato, fizzy drink and GOSSIP :)

#milih baju buat "acara makan bersama (a.k.a pesta ultah) Helen
aku : "doh...aku malu lah..ga klen liad gede kali tanganku.."
boksu : "cantik lho dys.."
nova : "iyah...cantik kok..ni aja pakek.."
olga : "bagus kok..."

amoy : "udah..nih aja lah pakek.."

second, my fav sister in da world picked me up for a wee bit of shopping which was ONE of the best BUYS I've ever made ;)

Kita pergi ke rumah Kak Ina (temen SMP K'Abeth).
kak Ina is like the best seller I've ever met..She's HILARIOUS- dengan gaya bicaranya and jokes"nya, FRIENDLY , and easy going :D
#really looking forward meeting her again and shop from her :) 

kak abeth : "jadi mau yang mana dys?"
aku : "ehmmm....sukak dua" nya sih..tapi, masalahnya...."
kak abeth : "kenapa....?"
aku : "ehmm...duit yang kubawa cuman cukup buat 2 tas. Ntar kan kita mau makan.." 
kak abeth : "udah tenang aja.ntar makannya kakak bayarin"
aku : #problem solved " :) "

Then, I ate HUMBERGER!!! (yayayayayayayayayayayay :D )
Yeah, we went to BURGER GABOH and pada dasarnya aku emang lebih suka burgernya gaboh yang super gede plus daging yang montok and empuk pada saat bersamaan, mayoneisse-nya, and extra egg and cheese #my forever order at GABOH :)

OH MAN!!
I really enjoyed eating, HOW in the world I will lose weight?! :p

P.S : Sorry, I cant post many pics, I did't bring my cam along ;)

new hand bags :)

Take a look at..

   

This one is a M-U-S-T HAVE :)

Love the studs :)

Hanging Around :)

aku : "nih lause..never close our eyes.."
ming han : "wah!never close our eyes...buta lah brarti! hahahha"
aku : "hahahahhaha...stupid kan..-_-" 

I really love hanging aroung Ming Han.
he's one of the funniest people I've known :)
can't wait to see how many Adam Lambert's videos he's downloaded :)

so,some of the things I'm gonna do on this holiday :)
-buy a new cell phone (Mom-pendana utama- udah setuju)

-hang out with K'Abeth, may do a little bit of shopping ;)

-nempah dress malua ku :p

-watch all the DVDs I borrow from Yenny,Hanna,and Aniek ;) 

-ngambil rapot (semua anak M2 juga ngelakuin ini -_-)

-makan burger sama Dea (karna aku lagi ngidam burger semenjak nonton episode terakhir How I Met Your Mother :p )
-ketemuan sama Prisman -my old friend from Elementary School :)

I like this site :)